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Slowly everything goes to shit
Slowly the people i love leave
Slowly i become alone
Slowly But Shurely
Slowly it goes Slowly it happens
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[03 Jan 2007|11:28am] |
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Dear readers,
This is one of my first post in a long time. I know that doesn't really matter but for some reason right now I just feel like typing. This past year has been the best year of my life. I did fight with my dad hardly i started getting good grades, and now I am going out with a boy who i have liked ever since i met him. Even though there has been come down sides to this year i am thinking there has been more ups than downs. I have the most incredible friends mostly i am talking about mel britt meg ebbie lizzie zach nick and of course xander. But The point i am trying to get too is that moving to arizona was the best decision that has ever been forced upon me. If i didnt move here i can even imagine what i would be doing, i would probably be addicted to heroin like some of the people i used to hangout with in cali. I am really glad about every experience i have encountered over the past two years. I like this years better than 8th grade year though. So to whom who have read this Thank you for being my friend i don't know what life would be like without you.
Sincerly,
Holland Yeaton
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[17 Sep 2006|10:51am] |
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Well i havent bene on live journal in like 2 months.
but w/e i got bored waiting for melissa to be done with church
I am really worried about xander.
I don;t know if he went home last night or not.
i really don't want him to leave.
Tomrrows 2 months.
but i don't like aneversrys[sp]
and neither does he
I hope he is at school tomorrow.
i havent talked to him scince last night.
UGH.
I hate this stoopid drama
i wish nothing bad would happen anymore.
and we would just all be happy.
well today i am haning out with mel.and prolly zachary.
should be fun
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[15 Aug 2006|04:06pm] |
I'm a little mad at him.
no not a little bit. a lot.
I am avoiding picking up the phone.
gah.
i want to go back to shcool already.
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[30 Jul 2006|02:42pm] |
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I thik from now on whne I talk people should listen.
And when I tell you not to do somthing stoopid you should do it.
And when I have bad feelinmgs about stuff poeple should be scared.
I am always right about stuff.
Don't contridict me.
I'm sorry melissa for yelling at you.
I am just relaly mad at you for what you did.
But I am even more mad at the other person.
and I am scared for you.
I love you so much.
Please just listen to me next time.
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[29 Jul 2006|11:18am] |
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Everyone wont stop yelling.
I wake up to my step mom yleling in my face.
about me taking some sandals that my sister took yesterday.
I get blamed for everything,
It turns out my sister told my step mom that i took them.
See i thought she was actually starting to be nice.
and now she hates me for telling the truth.
I hate how fat I am getting too.
no more anyhting sugary.
gah I hate how I am addicted to that stuff.
that is all I eat lately candy.
:[[[[
Life is dumb right now.
All I want to do is cry and call xander but he is with cory.
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[22 Jul 2006|09:30pm] |
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I really feel like somone just pulled my heart out of my chest.
Gah.
I don't even know why.
Xander told me he wanted to be a whore.
thats not even what id bothering me.
at least I don't think so.
I know he is going to brake me heart.
I can sense it.
he is going to get bored with me I mean I am not that great to being with.
there are so manty things wrong with me.
I'm ugly and chubby and annoying
I have really bad taste in cloths.
I have enormous legs.
I'm obsessed with myspace.
I'm depressed.
I'm shy.
I'm a dumb blonde.
I am prolly a bad kisser or somthing too.
gah.
:[[[
This so dumb that one of the way of making myself feel better is posting it on LJ
just so I don't forget.
I'm sorry you don't have to comment I know now one will anyways.
no one ever does.
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[19 Jul 2006|11:21am] |
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Okay so me and melissa have been doing really random things.
Well me and melissa are always really random.
With our random scooter rides to the park at like 9 at night.
and how we played DDM for 5 hours
and all of our movies.
And our songebob video game and the puffer pants!!
haha
oh yeah and who could forget POCKET RONCHER!!
oh and.
HOLLAND-"WE ARE THE BEST PING PONG PLAYERS EVER"
MELISSA-....
HOLLAND-....
MELISSA AND HOLLAND-GAH! THAST WHAT IT IS CALLED HAHAHAHA
OH AND WHO COULD FORGET THE WHIPPED CREAM DAY.
AND HOW WE TURNED IT OVER SO WE WOULD SEE THAT WE WERE EATING DIRTY FROZEN WHIPPED CREAM.
AND ALL OF OUR MOVIES. I DOUBT ANYONE COULD FORGET ABOUT THOSE.
Jesus and who could ever forget our pimp day.
I'M YO PIMP YOU CAN'T STABB ME.
and crouch but tits!!
oh yeah and stop ridding my dog. i'm not even touching him. cody is she huirting you I'M NOT TOUCH HIM.!!
hahaa.
oh yeah and how we walk from melissa house to the esplande and for no reason anyways
we get there and then we leave. haha.
And our burping from chugging the monsters. gah mne was soo humongooo!!
wow i love that girl..
Just thought i would tlel you all that.
but its not like anyone is going to respond anyways.
But me and melissa have had some pretty random wierd time. and i love it.
HEY MELISSA DO IT LIKE YOUR OLDER BROTHER USED TOO!!
tomorrow is going to be another adventure for Moolissa and HollyRancher!!
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[10 Jul 2006|12:14pm] |
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I wish i was someone else.
someone prettier and skinnier.
And someone that he cared about.
Someone like dusty or loruh or cassidy or lindsey.
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I can't help but feel this way.
I know that if somone was trying to kill me he wouldnt help me.
UGH.
I wish that he would help me.
On the lighter note.
I love my amazing friends.
Brittany
Moolissa
Megan
And Kallie
duhh.
:D
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[05 Jul 2006|03:56pm] |
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He makes me want to die.
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[01 Jul 2006|03:32pm] |
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Ugh. Last night was horrible for me.
I couldnt even look him in the face.
or at him at all.
He really hurt me.
But I am going to try and not think about it.
Cause there are people who have it way worse then me.
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[26 Jun 2006|10:00am] |
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Well. me and mel had fun in cali.
we stayed at really fancy hotels i have never even been to one like that before.
I was like wow!
and we went to the mall a lot.
but it was fun.
and this guy was liek see ya tomorrow.
and it was really fun.
We are so lame that we went to the computers in the apple store to go on myspace.
yeah we no we be cool.
but.
I did think of him a lot.
I wouldn't want to go out with dylan because i like him a lot more.
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I am dumb.
but i don't want anyones attension
cause tere are other people out there that you should be helping
I am trying not to say that i am fat.
=I don't think i did all weekend.
correct me if i am wrong mel.
maybe when we were in ou swim suit swimming.
but thi think i was just saying i was really bloated.
i dont know.
but yeah.
it was fun.
and i am good.
and yeah .
Ice skating tomrrow.
Woohoo.
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[22 Jun 2006|12:56pm] |
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I need glue.
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[21 Jun 2006|03:29pm] |
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Everyhting is falling apart.
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[19 Jun 2006|09:22pm] |
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Wow.
Tonight is like the most confussing night of my life.
with one good thing millions of bad things come.
Well.
I took some pictures that was fun.
Until Dun Dun dun
I got on myspace.
Dumb boys have to make me have panic attacks.
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[18 Jun 2006|07:44pm] |
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Ugh.
I'm so confussed.
I think that i stop liking this one guy.
But then i see him again.
and It's like nothing has changed. he is still the one i want to be with.
I'm so dumb.
And sonfussed.
I mean i like the new guy.
But i still have feelings for the old one.
Wow my mind is fucked up right now.
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[17 Jun 2006|12:46am] |
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Well today was fun Till fucking Melissa and Megan got pissed at me for not fucking eating cause i wasnt fucking hungry.
WTF.
Dramatic much?
And then she kicked me out of her house and her mother took me home and she tlkaed to me about me havbing a problem and how i need to see somone.
yeah fucking right.
If i had an eating disorder i would be fucking skinny.
ot at least lost wieght.
Don't fucking be my friend if you have a proble with the way i eat.
Thats all i have to fucking say.
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[15 Jun 2006|02:00pm] |
I like a new boy.
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[01 Jun 2006|04:17pm] |
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I'm so stoopid.
I thought that I actually had a chance with him.
Ugh yeah right.
I'm mean og course hes going to ,ike her.
I'm mena she gorgoeus and skinny adn funny and Me well I'm not even going to start.
Ugh.
I feel like crap.
No one will ever love me.
I hate this week.
I wish i never found out.
I wish i was dead.
So I'm pretty much going to go cry In my room now.
Cause thast what i do every night.
And things arnt even that bad.
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[30 May 2006|06:19pm] |
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I'm Extremely Happy Today.
Except for teh whole cory thing.
I'm over hating cory. I mean I still dislike him.
But i truely think hes trying to make things right again.
And some other reason I don't want to bring up.
I still hate Natallie.
And The only bad part about today was seeing megan cry and Square Dancing.
After school.
was the best.I'm glad i went even though i got in trouble.
I hate that I like him again
Blah.
Im dumb.
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[28 May 2006|07:35pm] |
I found out he likes somone else.
my best friend in fact.
I hate cory.
I hate that megan is sad .
I hate anyohe who hurts her.
She deserves better thna him.
lightbulb can go to hell.
I dont feel liek eating but im so hungry.
life sucks .
today i got caught by the police doing nothing.
i hope megans okay.:[
I hope that one guy dies in a fire.
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[25 May 2006|10:26pm] |
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Today was another bad day.
Bad things just keep hapening to me.
blah this is dumb.
I still hate him.
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[23 May 2006|06:01pm] |
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I HATE HIM SO MUCH.!!!
I DISLIKE THEM AROUND EACHOTHER.
I HATE TODAY.
BLAH.
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IM SORRY MEL.
PLEASE DONT BE MAD ANYMORE.
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[17 May 2006|04:51pm] |
I AM SORRY TO EVERYONE.
I HAVE JUST BEEN REALLY REA,LY DEPRESSED LAELY AND I HAVE NOT BEEN A FUN PERSON TO BE AROUND LATELY.
THERES ONLY A SLIGHT FEW THAT MAKES THINGS BETTER WHEN I AM AROUND THEM.
AND I LOVE THEM MORE THAN ANYTHING.
=D
IM A LITTLE SAD RIGHT NOW.
MAYBE ILL GET TO SEE TWO OF THE PEOPLE WHO MAKE THINGS BETTER TONIGHT.
BRITTANY AND MELISSA HOPEFULLY.
=D
I LOVE YOU BOTH.
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